Friday, May 27, 2005
went for Sp flag day at jurong east today.. met my class at jurong east station before proceeding to my dental appointment.. still, i'm late for 15 minutes and guess what? jux because of that, i got to wait for ONE HOUR for my appointment.. throughout, i was jux sitting outside and cursing that idiot who took my slot for the appointment..
went back to jurong east station at around 10.30am.. did a quick scan and found my classmates.. phew! haha! went ahead to join them.. gosh! the moment i took their cans, guiltiness crept over me! can see they've put in quite some effort for cans that weight!
overheard a group of secondary school gals chatting feverishly about touching matthew's hand while they did their donation to him.. gosh. they were practically DROOLING over him.. wahaha! should have got my camera phone to take down matthew's face when i told him that! he was glowing red with shyness!! =>> its jux so fun, to see people blush!! XD
after that, the guys went for lunch in JEC.. along with sharon and wan teng.. still feeling guilty for the weight of my tin, i hang back and do some more work.. but it was to no avail! nobody even bothers about me! is it that hard to jux stop and donate your coins?!?! finally i gave up and joined them at JEC.. we decided to change the venue to IMM instead.. so we proceeds.. on the way, who shall i not see but gabriel and jeff!! jux their luck! to bump into me today, while i'm selling flags! i made them empty their wallet of coins into my donation can! HAHAHA!!! finally it seems to add on more weight! thanks to them!! =>> saw a half dead rat, which matthew and rynel presumed to be SLEEPING! god.. which decent rat will sleep beside a dustbin along the street in BROAD DAY LIGHT?!?! *shakes head* and then being sick, matthew pasted a donation flag next to it.. and to add on, i, too feeling VERY SICK, pasted a donation flag ON THE RAT!!! WAHAHAHA!! to add on to our sickness, sharon took out her camera phone and took a picture of the half dead rat with a donation flag beside it and one on its stomach!! WAHAHAHA!!! in the end it was rynel to the rescue of removing the flag from the rat.. muahahaha!!!
we went to IMM's back door to sell flags cause we are NOT ALLOWED to sell in the front entrance! we also took it from commuters waiting for bus in bus-stops.. hehe!
we took 105 outside IMM back to SP.. back in the bus, matthew and i started the trend of pasting flags onto each other! and by the time we alighted, he was full of stickers and so were i!!! WAHAHAHA!!! and so along the way back to SP, we sort of attacked each other, trying to paste stickers onto each other! hoho! in the end, ronald got most of it.. well, mostly due to the reason that he doesnt mind! and so, he was FULL OF STICKERS!! and i mean FULL!!! lol!
we gathered back to SP's business block, where i attempted to paste some flags onto jonathan! mind ya, his hands are damn long! he can reach his neck FROM THE BACK!!! (ps : david you've got competitor! whose hands longer??)=Pp bleahx!
sadly after that, i had to go to work.. =( thats about where all the fun ENDS! finished work at around 10.08pm.. met jasmine, and went for supper at 7-11.. reached home at around 12am! sooooooooooooo tired! gotta sleep now.. until next time~ =D
DBA 1b22 class [9] RoCkS~!~!~!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
words can't really describe how much i loved this school!! even thought i've jux been in it for 3 days and it was jux the orientation programmes, nevertheless, i love it to the core! woohoo! especially DBA 1b22 class [9] you rocks!! keke.. we started out as a very quiet class.. however, tables turned and we changed into a united class with lots opf enthusiasm!! and i'm beggining to love my class more and more =>
not to mention those cool fac(s) we had! sweet eileen, cute Ifa and cool jonathan!! you guys rocks! => keke.. poor jonathan, he actually got to be the victim of our pranks on the very first day of orientation! it was the water bomb gaming in progress, well, not exactly in progress, more to the end.. whereby i alliance with matthew (our mr sp!!) muahaha! i went to 'ask' jonathan some 'questions' and while he was talking, matthew empty the whole bucket of water over him!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!! you people should have seen his face.. he was shocked beyond words!! all he could do was to point an accusing finger at me and say "u ah!!" well, i cant really say its an accusing finger.. because, i've proved to be guilty!! hehehe!!!
anyway, congrats to matthew and nud for being elected as mr and ms SP!! rock on!!!! =>>
DBA 1b22 class [9] RoCkS!~!~!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, May 23, 2005
OBVIOUSLY!~~ I DID NOT WROTE THOSE TWO ENTRIES!!
1 : wee hong n all the yandaos are mine!
2 : i ate veh little
3 : i never want to eat anyone up!
4 : i wont ever wash abu's feet! that's suwei's job!!!
signed off, SIEW!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, May 22, 2005
So tired legs breaking. Today work full shift at SC with chiobu suwei. Got scolded by that manager MICHEAL LIM FAT FAT! SO fat still dare scold us! He was talking for the whole morning yet he still dare to scold me and suwei! How i wish he would sit on me and help me slim down!
Yum! Very hungry today!!! Ate breakfast before going to work. WHen i reach mrt station and saw chiobu suwei, i almost felt like eating her up! SOOOooo hungry you know! Saw squid richard also. Tempted to bite him! Squid head fritter!!! Yum YUm Yum!! Reached SC, ate chui guay, shared with suwei. Hmpf! Almost wanted to snatch it from her. Not enough lo! Give me half only! =( Ate a lor mai kai also and drank a can drink ooh ya! And a sandwich! Finish le still hungry but bobian must go work =(.than during break i bought fish noodles. after work ate the BIG SET of yoshinoya. so little only lo. i can eat TWO sets sia!!! Then took 174. kept trying to control my urge to eat chiobu suwei
chiobu good fren.. sorry la.. keep looking at you hungrily! i give you all the sc shuai ge cashiers including wee hong and all the other yandaos i know k? I'll take ah bu ^_^ i love washing his feet for him!!! ^_^
Hungry!!! must go find food eat. FOOOD!!!!!!!
SWEET CUTE SUWEI!!!! WEE HONG TORO LESTER JAY CHOU LUO ZHI XIANG EDISON ARE ALL YOURS!!!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
actually this ish SUWEI HERE!!!!!
I HACKED INTO SIEW'S ACCOUNT!!
=P no la. actually i have her password decided to come in and make myself home. MUAHAHAHS!!!!! Feel so HOMEY now..HOHO!!!
But seriously, what i type is TRUE about her. Thats the real siewlee. The REAL one. Really. She always show the sane side of her when she's actually a CRAZY AND HUNGRY GHOST!!!!!!!!!
So must believe me.
And ya.. siew, thanks fer calling me chio, sweet and cute and for not eating me up! i thank thee for the yandaos especially weehong. MUAHAHA!!!!!!!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
went for work today with suwei after a prolonged rest.. worked from 12 to 10! omg! can you imagine the state of our feet at the end of the day??? it was tiredness beyong measure!! couldn't even put it into words! i seriously cannot imagine another day of standing work like this!!! but too bad, WE'RE WORKING TOMORROW!!! not only that.. we'll be working the full shift of 11 and 1/2 hours!!! couldnt've believed how we had pulled through today's work if it weren't for the amount of shuai ges there are in sc!! muahaha!! shan't name them, since i don't know most of their name.. heex.. and there's this spiky-haired guy whom suwei and i couldn't take our eyes off.. wahahaha!! and of course i'm lucky that i have suwei's company! not to mention the fun we had talking and disturbing (mo)lester!! yippeee!! haha!
and suwei dear, i'm gonna make u regret about telling LIES about me in your blog! =Pp firstly, i didnt really ate that much! and even if i did.. i was jux hungry! and being in the growing up stage, aka puberty, teenagers like us should consumed alot to get the necessary nutrients and vitamins we needed to grow into a strong and healthy adult! =) secondly, the parts about frog prince was utter rubbish!!!!!! if that CREATURE can be fitted into the catagory of prince, bi yong, abu and youguan will fit as well! lalala~ but still, i'll like to thank you for being my shield! lol!!
now, i'm too going to share with you guys what ABSURD things suwei had done! =PpPpPp first, she told me LESTER WAS HERS!!! den i told her ok, i'll get the spiky-haired guy then. after a while, she changed her mind and said that ALL THE CASHIERS WERE HERS!!! hmpf! greedy girl, she was! then there was this part, where she carried mechandise to the cashier for customers intentionally (to bio MY spiky-haired guy) and during passing and handling the pillows, MY spiky-haired guy's hand accidently brushed pass hers and she gave a squeak and practically FLOATS back to our counter to blabber to me about her whole encounter.. you people should have seen her, she was over the moon! she was skipping when she told me that his hand had brushed pass her! and to think for the pass few months she had been calling me tikko.. the pots were calling the kettles black!
and guess what, AN INDIAN HAD TAKEN INTEREST INTO SUWEI!!! he kept on smiling and flashing his dazzling set of white teeth at suwei.. he had even taken the initiative to say "HI!!!" (i've not got the heart to tell him that suwei had mistaken his hi as R~) wahaha!!! and what was the funniest thing, was that after some confrontation with suwei, i found out that it was actually my GOOD FREN who had TAKEN THE FIRST MOVE BY SMILING AT HIM!!! there, there, don't try to deny, must be trying to seduce him right?! MUAHAHAHA!!! =PpPpPp anyway, remember not to WEAR WHITE SOCKS when wearing heels ok?! LOL!! it wouldn't be sightly if people saw it! WAHAHA!!
haix, my feet really hurts, from all the standing! you know what? sometimes i really envied abu! at least he isnt forced to wear heels! =(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, May 19, 2005
been so busy these fews days that i've hardly slept a wink! and to think a few days ago we were still slacking into life, letting PRECIOUS sleep time pass by without the mere trace of remorsefulness! its total retribution that our sleeping time has been deprived! argh!
went down to jurong east areas to promote advertising packages of "flyers campaign" as marketing executive for jasmine's bro today.. first day of work, we met 7.30am in the morning at jasmine's house! 7.30am! i had hardly put my face down to my pillow when my handphone's alarm rang and reminded me that its time to wake up! looking longingly at my bed.. a thought ran through me, my bed, pillows and bolsters has never looked so comfortable before! how i desire, above all, to slap back into the warm inviting arms of my bed, and into the soft cushiony midst of my pillow!!
oops, was getting a little carried away.. =) well, we met jas in her house and we started to print our own **** ****s.. to start off, it didnt look that bad.. the only problem lies within the thickness of it.. so much for being budget! hoho! we ended up using pen knifes to slice it! and jas's bro was shaking his head at our budget campaign, going "haiyo!" lOl! well, there's this saying in chinese that goes "jie jian shi yi zhong mei de"~ =Pp
after some briefing by jas's bro, we started work at around jurong entertainment center.. walked through the whole of jurong trying to clinch deals.. but most unfortunately, none of the organisations could make an immediate decision.. so we only left our brochures and contact number with them.. crossing our fingers hard hoping that they'll call, to earn us some capitals! met up with the boon lay jeran or what-eva-is-it restaurant's boss, he gave us a damn f**king attitude.. man.. i feel like giving him a piece of my mind if only he hadnt seemed more interested in our advertising than others.. well, the sayings were right though, you'll have to be bloody persistent and thick-skinned in sales line..
we ended our prey hunt by 5pm.. we were all exhausted! having jux slept for an hour last night! however, our determination for ************ship won over us and we headed down to bugis junction macdonalds to meet the s*******.. => another step closer to the BIG dream! double cheers for us! XD there are some more stuffs to be settled and than, woohoo! we'll be OFFICIAL!
YIPPEEEEEEEEE!!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
haven't been able to update my blog again for the past few days.. been occupying myself with some kinda BIG THINGS.. hahas.. serious business this time. shan't speak about anything that i'm up to.. no.. shoudn't say up to.. more that i'm into.. =P but well, i'm not about to blabber to you people details or even hints about IT! in case i let the cat out of the bag.. XP
tomorrow we shall be going to town for some research.. on somethings.. heexheex!! and thursday shall be the 'big day' for me jas n suwei(the gross SJS).. it could be the next milestones in our lifes.. =>
now, having the satisfaction of you people wondering what i am into this time and the purpose of having updated my blog.. i shall end this entry, with a smile.
=)
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, May 16, 2005
You Will Die at Age 64 |
64
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well. |
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Saturday, May 14, 2005
todays the match of meteor vs L ji hua..
date : 14/5/2005
day : saturday
time : 11am
venue : colour court
it didnt really start off very nicely.. right at the very beginning, we had L ji hua not being on time.. being short of one team mate.. whereas meteor was well prepared and ready and eager to start the match.. unfortunately i am the middle man, and messages for each party was directed not to each other, but to me instead.. sort of felt like being sandwiched already.. and yet both party werent exactly very happy about each other.. meteor was unhappy that L ji hua was late, about the number of players (L ji hua wanted to start off with four players) and about them dragging the time having warm-ups when they are already late.. -no comments- i know u all were unhappy.. but u didnt have to voice it to me right? it jux makes me feel like its all my fault.. that all along it was my idea to arrange match for u people.. surprisingly, the truth is that both party contacted me out of ur own accord.. and i was jux being nice by arranging things for u all and helping to pass the messages.. yet now it seems like its all my fault that there isnt a referee around and that L ji hua has no sense of punctuality.. haix. i dun think thats being fair to me right? both sides are my friend, cant expect me to tell them off right? hais.. thats jux a piece of my mind.. voicing it out now so that i'll feel less compressed within.. no hard feelings for anyone reading this k..
and then, the game started, with one of kaiwen's friend playing for L ji hua, so that there is an equal number of players in each team.. no doubt it was an exciting game.. with each team's score breathing up each others neck.. their score was sort of on par, with meteor leading by several points into the first quarter.. honestly, it was one of the best match i've ever seen.. with very few fouls and fair plays.. it was actually quite heart-warming to see them play with respect and skills considering that there's no referee around.. most of the resentfulness in me had disappeared by the end of the match.. the match ended with the score of 39-51, L ji hua won..
to L ji hua : congrats! u all did well.. keep it up~
to meteor : u guys did well too! put up a great fight.. sometimes the importance lies within the process and not the results~ =)
well done guys.. i'm proud of u all for having a good game.. bball matches should be like this! and not like the one with taman jurong csc, where violence, foul games and dirty moves are put into action.. ResPecT~! that shall be the spirit to playing bball! => double cheers!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, May 12, 2005
hadn't been to update my blog for several days.. phew! had been keeping myself busy watching Tian Long Ba Bu.. thats a great show, to begin with.. not to mention its addictive! i jux cant seem to be able to stop watching! cant take my eyes off it!
missing bball.. haiz.. missing missing missing it! guess the earliest i gonna touch a bball will be on saturday.. meteor's match with lame ji hua.. definitely something to worth to catch! i jux cant wait!~ =>
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Adapted from May issue of seventeen..
LEO
the position of the new moon on the 8th will put everyone's eyes on you--and your first instinct will be to show people how fun you are to be around. you'll quickly reap the benefits of being centre-stage: party invitations will start rolling in because everyone will realize no celebration is complete without you.
hmmm.. wouldn't it be nice? being the centre of attention? Muahaha! lol~ i'm an attention seeking freak! =Pp
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, May 09, 2005
When you get caught in the rain, with no where to run
when your distraught and in pain, without anyone
when you keep crying out to be saved but nobody comes
and you feel so far away that you jux can't find your way home
you can get there alone
it's ok, won't you say
*I can make it through the rain
i can stand up once again
on my own
and i know that i'm strong enough to mend
and everytime i feel afraid
i hold tighter to my faith
and i live one more day
and i make it through the rain*
And if you keep falling down
don't you dare give in
you will arise safe and sound
so keep pressing on steadfastly and
you'll find what you need to prevail
what you say **
And when the wind blows
and shadows grow close
don't be afraid, there nothing you can't face
and should they tell you, you'll never pull through
dun hesitate, stand tall and say **
And i can make it through the rain
and stand up once again
and i live one more day and i
i can make it through the rain
oh yes you can
you're gonna make it through the rain
moral of the song :
+ be strong
+ believe in ourselves being able to pull through hard times
+ do not give in to setbacks
+ hold on tight to your faiths
+ care for yourself when no one else cares for you =(
sheez.. not a bad song huh.. quite sentimental though.. esp the first paragraph.. sadz sadz..
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, May 08, 2005
hmmm.. been thinking quite alot lately about life. i know it seems abit stupid bombarding my brain about such things.. but well.. wouldn't it be pathetic if after sixteen years of living life and you dun actually loved or enjoyed it? maybe its about time to reflect, about life, or rather the aspects of life..
1) studies
2) family
3) friends
4) happiness
studies : basically, this is what we are supposed to be doing for about fifteen years of our life.. usually the most hatable part.. but we have no choice but to accomodate.. =) to me, studying is jux a process, which each and everyone of us has to go through.. yep.. sadly, without any shortcuts available.. :) well, to survived and to stand firm in a flourishing society like singapore, one has to be at least a degree holder.. i'm sure many will agree with me.. especially in a society thats so competitive..=)
family : our families will be where we get our greatest moral support.. thought they're not always approving on the front, you know that secretly they wished you well.. and thats heart-warming enough.. they are like stars, though you dun always see them, but you know they'll always be there for you.. and yet, they are often the people whom we cherished least! we often took them for granted.. they dun owe us anything for goodness sake! well, but sorry isn't too late, nothing can be unforgivable to your family! hereby i would like to say sorry mum! forgive me for my wilfulness!! =)
friends : friends are people whom you can rely on.. people whom you place your trust.. people whom you'd like to share your happiness with.. to me.. friends are essential in life! friends are just like oxygen, which no one can do without.. cherish your friends, dun ever take them for granted! show that little appreciation to them.. it could be something small, but it sure touched the other party greatly.. =D btw.. congrats weiwei, for having done well.. happy for ya!*winks* => we'll be coming to join ya at sp soon.. cheers!! =)
happiness : how do i define happiness? simple.
- having family that loves!
- having friends that cares!
- having money to spend! (lol! jkjk)
- having laughters in life!
- feeling surrounded by caring friends!
- feeling wanted!
- feeling appreciated!
- feeling hopes!
NOTE : A little care and concern goes a long way for a lonely and lost soul!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Saturday, May 07, 2005
went to pandan reservoir todae.. its an ideal place for you to sort out your thoughts.. due to several reasons..
1st : the scenery is so surreal
2nd : its so cooling there
3rd : there are fishes for u to feed
4th : there are big rocks for u to throw abt to vent ur anger
5th : if u really cant straighten out ur thoughts, u can jux plunge into the reservoir conveniently =)
met suwei at jp around 5.30.. went to packet food and drinks and bought a loaf of bread.. den we took bus no. 30 (we waited for that bloody god-damn-it idiotic moronic asshole bus for almost an hour!) to pandan reservoir..
felt so hungry! went there, first thing we did was to gobble up our food.. the wonderfulness of facing the reservoir view while gobbling away was beyond words.. the whole scene was jux like something out of a picture.. it really felt like we've jux stepped into a beautiful picture.. everything's jux so serene!
after that, we endangered our lifes by climbing down shaky rocks, sandy grounds and steep slopes.. jux to feed the fishes.. we took the loaf of bread n divided it into two portion and started to feed the fishes.. out of the corner of my eyes i caught suwei looking longingly at the piece of bread on her hand which was meant to be feed to the fishes.. ps : i saw her took a bite outta it! ^v' hungry ghost! =P i've decided that if i ever felt sad agin, i'll be back, with lots and lots of bread to feed the fishes! feeding them gives me the overwhelming satisfaction that to them, i'm jux like a god! Muahaha!!
jux as darkness enveloped the whole reservoir, we retreated to a more deserted part of the reservoir.. where i took out candles and matches (to an astounded suwei) and started burning letters from my SMSB (sad memory storage box).. as i chanted "begone, sad memories" under my breath.. felt so good! as if all the bad memories are drawn from within me, into the fire and turned into ashes! i was joined by suwei later on.. and we were burning and burning away all our unhappy memories! =D jux right after i finished burning, along came a policeman! lol! lucky i was fast enough to stamp out the fire before he had registered what we were doing.. or we'll be in deep shit! hoho! think the policeman was getting suspicious of us.. what were two young girls doing here at night! the way he looked at us.. as if we were some bomb-carrying terrorists sent by osama to bomb pandan reservoir.. lol!
we buried some letters to ourself and stuff under one of the rocks.. determined to come back to find it the next time round.. we engraved on it the letter "B" (no~, jas, not biyong.. but bball..) =P the rock is situated four steps to the right from facing the lamp-post..*winkswinks* we also took photos of the rock.. jux that its too dark to be seen.. but we took it anyway.. hahas!
we left the place jux as it begins to drizzle.. went to jp and had coffee bean.. den we went home sweet home..
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
nahx.. nobody cares.. nobody ever does.. nobody ever know.. just where are they when i need them most!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, May 06, 2005
went through a series of emotional rides.. dunno whats with me nowadays.. one second i could be laughing my head off with my jie meis.. and the other my mood could jux fall straight into the deep endless valley..
i dun think i understand me. whats wrong? the feeling of desolation was ever so vivid.. yet the feeling of embrace was always there when i thrust out my heart.. why am i contradicting myself? the answer remained yet a mystery to me..
my mind's in utter devastation. my brain has gone all blank and empty. i could no longer tell what's right and wrong.. and yet it doesnt brings me anywhere for following my heart.. so much for the much trusted quote of following ur heart.. now it jux occurs to me as a wisp of a preposterous life motto..
conceal your heart, supress your mood, purges it of feelings.. and that'll be the way to life.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i thought i was strong
how awfully wrong ...
for the few days in a row
i never felt a trace of smile
for all that was left
were bits and pieces of me
admist all that happening
i was so alone
in the sea of people
i never felt i belong
deep inside i know
my heart was frozen hard
did anyone cared
i doubt
love cease to exist
in my black and white world
i struggled and fight
i tried to stand up
but i fell
yet deeper each time
whats worth to be living
reality striked me
i'm just so confused
lost in the space of time
can anyone help me
take me away from all these
i've had enough
of the black and white world
did anyone understand me
for what i want couldnt be simpler
some care and concern
and that little appreciation
i tried hard to smile
but smiling failed me
i'm trying really really hard
hold back, my tears.
i had to be strong, but tears didnt help, by trickling down my face... =''(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
