Thursday, May 31, 2007
...and i did extenso on my hair!
i'm no longer a lion!!
=D
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Sunday, 27th May
Weather: hot/rainy
stayed at home to rot whole day.
too broke to go out =(
wasted my beautiful sunday away~
i want movies, i want retail therapy! [sobs]
4 more days to pay day!
can't stand my hair no more!
i feel like a damn lion.
gonna do soft rebonding soon~
i feel so ugly! =(
cant achieve my ideal weight.
facial's not helping with my complexion.
and i'm too broke to shop for new clothes.
i'm all wasted!
saw cindy babe's nick; so many pretty girls in this world.feel so depress
yea! why is there so many pretty girls in this world?
and why am i not one of them!?
so depressed...
everybody loves pretty girls.
nobody will like you if you're not pretty!
hais it's reality =(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, May 25, 2007
clubbing on wed night! these are some of the photos we took at st james power house before i went RED! hahahaa~ damn. i look so ugly when i take alcohol! even though i'm not drunk/high at all i'd still go RED like a tomato! =S so much for being "pin xue"! my blood circulation seems TOO good when it comes to alcohol!
met up with xinhui, zilin (finally babe!), elisa(sasa), evan, vic chia and her lao po (aka lao po to US) went to power house since there's like free 5 drinks for ladies night and we very "gyan"! lol! had 2 cranberry vodka, 1 coke rum and a bottle of peach barcardi. had to gulp down our drinks cause we're meeting the rest 10pm at phuture! by the time we left i already look like a tomato and evan was kinda high already~ lol. no one believes i'm not high cause i look darn red! haha~ but i'm really not piss high okay! lol~
met up with the rest outside phuture. so happy, first time clubbing with such a big group of friends! cindy, weilin, tricia, michelle n her bf, esther, vic chia n her lao po n bao bei, vic yeong (butterfly), jarett, yao feng, zhen feng, kim seah, xinhui, myself, evan, zilin, elisa, monica, reine, matthew, nad, koonboon, raymond, kelvin, binghan, naikiang and a few of their friends. WOW over 20 people! =D
lucky we were early~ phuture werent that crowded YET. we went to dance awhile at the dance floor. the alcohol from st james actually wear off by that time. haha. so evan and i decided to get our flaming lamborghini~ after that hit the dance floor again. but sia la, the alcohol suddenly acted up, we just couldnt walk straight la lol! luckily the guys took care of us haha~ => *note: but we are still Perfectly Sober!* haha.. all the while i was with evan, when we came back from the toilet everyone was like missing! lol. luckily we spotted raymond kelvin they all. koonboon was MIA all the while. and later we found out most of them was outside taking care of sasa dearie who was KO! (sasa, unglam oh! =p) hahaha funny thing is sasa puke all over koonboon! LOL! =X and i think xinhui tio also. (xinhui says: i feel something warm on my feet la, and i thot elisa urinated on me! then i realised is her puke! alot of DANCERS ganna too! *controls not to burst out laughing* ) dancers... muahahaha =X
things learnt that night:
-clubbers dancing on the dance floor are called dancers! LOL!
-stay alert! always be on the lookout for oncoming puke!
-dont hang any hp accessories outta your pocket =((
-dont utter nonsense to bartenders! =S
-know your timetables well~ 7 x 9 = 63! lol~
ps: i saw chen shi wei! weet-u-weet *jumps eyebrow*
--NOW. LET US MOURN TOGETHER FOR 10 SILENT MINUTES. FOR MY LOST HELLO KITTY!!!! =(( --
i'm so sorry kitty! i lost you! you must have let alot of dancers step on. and become black and dirty! =(
in loving memories of kitty... ...
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Quanhao! =))
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
e-learning week is finally here! no more tutorials no more lectures!
i think im enjoying it so far haha..
haven touch any of the assignments though
shall tackle them tonight!
clubbing with poly mates tmr!
*excited*
hmmm.. what shall i wear?!
stupid isetan, my colourful dots top is sold out!
so saddd~ =(
anyway, some random pictures~ ::
cindy babe! ahh, she looks delicious! *slurps
jarett is shuai shuai that day. everybody get in line to snap a picture with him! ;)
finally, a photo with ms butterfly~ =))
dont kill me for posting this hahaha! its the 3 of us man! =D
hmm, my backview hahah. i think wilson snapped me unknowingly~
i wanna disguise like Sirotan too!
attempting to kiss the wild boar skin lol
posing with Siro-tan-koon-boon~ *oops
rabbit found outside pet safari. resembles someone~~ wahaha!
its a king charles!!! omgomg! it look so sad~ feel like bringing it home to sayang` =))
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, May 18, 2007
i'm not feeling that spectacular right now. i wonder why is it that nothing seems to go right. nothing seems to feel right. its just like a form of darkness engulfing my world. its terrible. i'm at a total lost for words. the things that you gained and lost. do we really have to wear a mask and live? all those pretence going on, even when you had the picture clear in mind. and what about those unseek explanations or i would rather call it reasons behind? i never did press for it. i didnt want the awkward. i'd rather pretend, leave it, forget about it, and all's good. is it even wrong to envy the rich? materialistic? you told me "and you think you are a rich girl?" yes i know i am not. but i never did blame you for it. why wasn't i born in a wealthy family? i know its too harsh a statement. i never rant. all i wanted is to earn my own allowance to buy the stuffs i want. it is wrong? i wish i could act like a spoilt brat too. i wish i was born wealthy and i wouldnt need to work to get what i want. but i knew, i understand, you don't earn much. it wouldn't be sensible for me to just get my allowance from you. i could work. i could learn to support myself. but it actually wasn't easy. juggling both work and studies. i didnt make easy money either. it was the cumulative of 6$ an hour to get the few hundreds each month. but i was happy enough. i thought i saved you the cost of my allowance. you'd have more expenditure on other things. i used my pay, like my allowance. bought clothes and stuffs i really wanted. i do prioritize, calculate the budget i'm able to spend for the month and make sure i don't over spend. i had to set aside monthly instalment of 100 bucks for my pc to my bro, monthly fees of 88bucks for my singing course. these add up to a financial burden of 188$ monthly. the rest of my pay makes up my allowance for the month. i didnt had a great spending power, but i could still get some new stuffs each month. but i didnt just want to spend on myself. i make an effort, to bring you for a nice dinner, a stalk of flower, and a cake from bakezin. i hope i can make you happy. but do you feel the same? i hope we can communicate better. i didnt know since when you've become so distance. i tried to share my life but obviously you just werent interested. you told me stuffs about your work, your colleagues, i tried to participate, to listen, to comment. but you only like to talk about that. other than that, its complaints, disapproval of me. you complaint that i spend every single cent that i make. right, i dont save. its not because i dont want to. its because its obviously not enough. you compared me to other girls of the same age who save their pay. thats because they are still getting allowance from their parents. its just not fair to judge me like that. i'm only 18 years old. why should i be worrying over these financial matters? why should i take on a part time job? i could just concentrate in going school and let you worry about the rest. but why didnt i? if you really cant feel the heart i put in, im really speechless. you never understand, i'm not spending money recklessly. i'm buying happiness. buying the happiness i deserved. those that a 18 yr old girl shouldnt be deprived of. and i hope to buy abit of happiness for you too. i just cant seem to see the wrong i've done. i'm so tired of your disapproval and the quarrels. it breaks my heart. if you dont love me dont bring me into this world.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i'm so tired!
so so so tired!
friggin tired la!
its only how many weeks into year3 and projects are piling in.
cant they give us just a moment of rest?
i'm so sick of report writing, writing report!
dun they get nauseous grading them all the time too!?
and if so why cant we come to a win-win solution which is to eliminate them all??
i am so angry at the projects!
hmphf!!
think i'm gonna enter a financial depression phrase =(
so many financial burdens each month weighing down on me.
and i'm not working enough hours to earn enough allowance.
very soon i'll be seen selling tissue on the streets...
i'm so sad =((((
why aren't i born with a golden spoon in ma mouth?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, May 13, 2007
we were at far east shopping around~
and suddenly i spotted some guy in pescado.
its frankie!! omg! XD
whats more, there's bimbo LEE!!
haha. its taken at vivo rooftop~ 
i think my face looks exactly the same in da 3 pics la.
LOL~
bored~ shall update again~
EVAN YAO JIA LE LA!!!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, May 11, 2007
so tired these few days.
i dunno is it because of the horrible weather or what.
i feel so sluggish and lazy.
just no mood for anything.
plus all the projects RTS, GBE, BD weighing down.
i feel irritated at the slightest matter.
been emo-ing quite abit when i'm alone nowadays
just whats up with me
and all those outrageous dreams.
its driving me crazy.
pls let me clear my thoughts
its soo obvious,
i should know what to do.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
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cam-whore abit while waiting for kb raymond n tricia donate blood!
oh well i'm too lazy to post all pics~
uploaded them in friendster already anyway =D
a big clap on da back for kb raymond and tricia for the chivalrous act of donating blood!
haha =D you guys are saving lives!
i' m addicted to FC6 uncle's melty chocolate donuts!
though its messy to eat but i just cant resist! XD
i must tell angela i love her daddy's donuts!
such a coincidence, i found out that the uncle selling donuts at FC6 is actually my secondary school friend's daddy! haha~
i think i will marry anyone who buys me a dozen of donuts from raffles city donut factory =D
bwahahaa~
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, May 07, 2007
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句
我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静是再也不去理
the short-lived sweet nothings
if there's a chance i'll rewind, let the story play on`
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
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