Saturday, April 29, 2006
fuck.
tell me what is bloody wrong with my mum.
stays at home all day, complain that there's no job for her cos she's 50+
when she gets too free, she calls up my aunt and complain about me.
yah right. i'm useless right? full of flaws huh?
i get money from you for everything right?
i dare you to say that again.
i work so hard, trying to earn my own allowance.
not wanting to get any from you cos you're not working.
you think its so easy to juggle work and studies?
you think i'm not tired when my class ends at 5 and i have to go to work till 11?
when i return home around 12 all you do is nag for me to go to bed
you think i'm so free? tutorials just heck right?
u know nothing!
dun come and nag say that i'm petty.
because u're my mum, so what u say means to me ok?
i jus asked you for 10 bucks to top up my bus fare.
and you complain that i get alot of money from you?
ask yourself who's supporting me now.
who's earning my own allowance?
i'm only 18 ok?
fine.
i wont get anymore money from you now.
i wun die from hunger.
i'll show you that i can support myself.
at the most i'll quit sch.
i'll quit sch and come out to work.
you dont understand me at all.
yet you think you do.
you never tries to listen to me.
whenever i try to tell you stuff abt sch, abt my life,
you'll just listen half heartedly
search yourself.
did u really care for me in the way i need
or did you just care for me in the way which u deem to be the most appropriate?
i dunno what the hell's with you.
not satisfied with me right?
go get yourself another adopted daughter!
i cant be perfect.
i can never be perfect in your eyes.
i cant be the good daughter you want.
i cant do well in my studies.
i cant listen to whatever you say.
pls make it a point to say my bad things behind my back.
and not next room when i'm in the house.
pls make it a point to speak softer
and not within my hearing.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
finally, the chance for a mini gathering wth my beloved gals =)
went to irene dad's ktv to sing!!
along wib zilin, xinhui, irene, sharon and monica~
i guess it was the happiest moment so far since school reopened.
never had such high spirits for so long.
thanks my sweeties! for the wonderful evening =D
let's do this more often! ;)
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什么可贵
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, April 10, 2006
mood:
-confused
-disappointed
-excited
the time now is 2.43AM 10.04.06
current: on the phone with cousin
done: packed my luggage
yeah! i'll be flying on 8.15AM 11.04 =))
the finally awaited Taiwan retail therapy!
and for now,
i'll stop thinking about you
stop guessing what's really on your mind
stop interpreting your actions
stop revising your messages
i'm gonna enjoy this get-away!
yes i am =D
guess i wont be seeing you gals on da first day of sch.
well, i'll be backed to sch on the 18th!
do miss me! =>
cos i'll miss u too ^^
gonna have an early sign off`
bYebYe!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, April 09, 2006
my miracle did not happen after all.
i knew it.
good things doesnt associate with me.
i really cant comprehend wads on ur mind.
was it a prank?
someone played on me?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, April 06, 2006
my miracle has come?
wish me all the best!
=))
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, April 02, 2006
i'm very happy!
hey i've got my reasons for feeling that larh.
i aint on any emotional roller coaster. =Pp
these few days, life has been turning better and better for me.
here are some of the contributing factors,
(there's no ranking of importance)
1)i passed all my modules for year one!
2)i got into my desired choice of studies - retail management!
3)my 2 sambals baobeiS (xinhui n zilin) got into retail too! and are in the same class as me!
4)i found back half of my confidence! ;)
5)just got my pay from a part time job and getting another soon on the 6th!
6)i'm going for first facial with mum tomorrow ^^
7)flying to taipei on the 11th for a holiday aka retail theraphy!
8)the hot spring we're gonna visit during our taiwan trip!
9)school is starting right after my holidays!
10)olive has a new manager!!! which means that the bloody peter is either fired or demoted! Rejoice! for new manager is young, good mannered, gentleman and good looking! muahahahahah. he has got nice eyes~ got sun xie zhi de hweeling. lol! based on looks, without having to start comparing, peter already lose to him a million rounds. some more his attitude is much much much better than peter! at least people is polite and doesnt shout at staffs. lol. as for qualifications and skills, we'll just have to see. i know it'll be kinda unfair to judge on first impression. but well, who cares! who gives a damn for being fair to peter!?~ * muahahahahah!!*
11)i got 14 bucks worth of tips from customer today!
lol~ and many many more, that makes my mood. too much to name anyway.
what can i say?
hmmm.. life is near to perfection.
or should i say, life at this stage would be perfect with him.
=))
wo xiang xing zhe ai qing de ding yi
(translate : i believe in love)
qi ji hui fa sheng ye bu yi ding
(translate : miracles might happen anytime)
= adapted from song ::er zuo ju:: =
yupZzz.. =)
lovely days ahead?
haha.
大家，我过得很好！
be happy for me oki?
=DD
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
