Tuesday, March 28, 2006
靠近一點點
默默在你的身後守候的我
多想看你不經意的笑容
或許我的心你不懂
我會努力讓你感動
在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我
決不放棄追逐你的執著
只要你能再多些回應我
一個笑或點頭全接受
能不能再靠近一點點
大聲說出你所有感覺
別再緊緊關在只有自己的世界
溫暖太陽為你迎接
能不能再靠近一點點
能不能再勇敢一點點
就算讓我知道我永遠只是單戀
我也會藏著感謝
笑著和你說再見
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, March 27, 2006
holidays are still left with 21 days.
after sch reopen, we'll be in a total different class.
might or might not see some familiar faces.
its kinda sad, to part.
but if we dont, how are we gonna get to know new frens?
the depressing thing is that none of my classmates chose retail as their first choice.
i guess i'll be all alone in the new class, where cliques are already formed.
=(((
its not helping thinking of school.
neither is this holiday any gift.
i feel so alone.
so out-casted.
i dunno why.
just feel that no one understands me.
the world is ever changing.
things changed, memories fade.
people gets forgotten.
am i forgotten too?
where are all the joy and laughters i used to have?
where is the once so-called firm dreams i use to hold?
why does it all seems so unclear now?
why am i doubting myself?
thinking back, what is my goal in life?
what is the direction i set out for?
life is so aimless now.
i'm so lost.
so lost.
when will someone i loved find me and bring me back to my fairytale?
i cant live in a world like this anymore.
its suffocating me.
if only you will notice me.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, March 26, 2006
to all my blog readers~ :
so sorry for not updating.
i've been busy watching "it started with a kiss (er zuo ju zhi wen)"
whenever i'm online =X
kinda "busy" too. haha.
well, nothing much to blog anyway.
my life has been revolving around work and vcds.
im half hoping sch would reopen faster and half hoping it will not.
haha. kinda contradicting la.
well, sch reopen i can get to see him~
lalala~`
but am enjoying my freedom from books now too!
hmmm.. its just so hard to make a choice.
well, chalet was fun~!!
had the first clubbing experience =Pp
shhhhh.... heh!
enjoyed it for a while before it started to bore me.
haha. dancing was fun, but not if you had limited dance moves >.<
bleahxS``
perhaps i'll enjoy it more next time when i've finally taken the initiative to take up dance classes.
seriously it has been on my mind.
just kinda lazy to work it out.
and commitment is another thing.
k, i'll TRY to upload some chalet pics soon if i have the time.
but i bet zilin will do that! =Pp
if i didnt upload still got her blog ah..
link link den can see le =XxXxXx
well well, i'm itching to go back to my show already!
bye!
ps: zilin sweetie, i UPDATED!! =Pp *bleahXs+
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, March 20, 2006
i'm addicted!
to the show {er zuo ju zhi wen}
XD
sweeeeeeeeeeeeett!!
^^
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i'm on shopping mood.
but i'm broke.
its so bored to work.
i missed my frens.
i missed my sleep.
and suddenly i feel like going back to school.
sitting at the round table at foodcourt 6.
having fried fish bee hoon.
looking forward to thursdays.
and so much more.
now my life seems to have one missing chunk.
i cant seem to fill it back.
it feels so ... ... empty?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, March 12, 2006
stayed at home whole day today.
woke up around 12+ and got the sudden urge to cook dinner!
muahahahass..
so off to the supermarket with mummy.
bought lots of stuff including the missha white grape masque!! =DD
the first dinner cooked by me at home =X
well, these are the dishes i came up with!
- mixture of potatoes, baked bean and luncheon meat
- dark bean-paste sauce fry chicken cutlets
- pan fried shitake mushrooms
- one bonus dish by mum, vegetables with kangkong paste
haahah. quite a few dishes, for a two-some =Pp
was intending to baked some sponge fingers too but was kinda lazy.
perhaps i'll work on it tomorrow if no one ask me out. lol.
i MUST learn how to make tiramisu by the end of this holidays!
YUM!
oh yeah. i wanna make chocolate fondue toooo!
any interested parties? =Pp muahaha!!
i saw some very nice strawberries at the supermarket just now =D
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just finished watching {shen yi xia lu}.
bathed and applied the masque i got from missha just now.
so sweeeeet smelling!
i feel like eating up my face!
=)) new resolutions ;
i will apply masque thrice a week!
be lazy no more.. heh!
just drank bird nest + milk too~
heavenly! =DD
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i wanna go Bangkokkkk!!!
spa spa spa!!!
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my sambal baobeisssss,
here is my working schedule :
tue 4-10 [bugis]
wed 11-4, 6-11 [bugis, olive]
thus 4-10 [bugis]
fri 11-7 [bugis]
sun 6-11 [olive]
ASK ME OUT~!
lol!
miss you all lotss lahx~
can we catch up FIRST b4 C H A L E T ?? =DD
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C H A L E T
C H A L E T
C H A L E T
C H A L E T ! ! !
i cant wait for the first get away this holidays!
i'm just lacking some "FUN" in this holidays!
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can anyone entertain me?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, March 09, 2006
holiday is bored.
why do i keep feeling tired!?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
first day of work at Bugis! it was kinda cool. met sam and he taught me lotsa things. ahaha. push cart is easy money man. muahaha! you get to sit when there's no customer around and there's no bloody manager (like the a**hole manager, peter at olive ristorant) to shout you around. all you have to do is approach and promote when there's customer. and of course, the sense of satisfaction you'll get when the customer makes the purchase. =)) according to sam, sales was considered 'not bad' today, hitting a total of $170.10. that figure was a rather good one for a weekday. well, i shall see how much can it hit on this coming saturday =D
anyone shopping/working near bugis please come and find me k! the push cart selling Tibet stuffs is named 'Alleta' just along the M1 and Singtel shop stretch, directly outside Coffee Bean and TeaLeaf. ^^
ps: i like the cash register! its so fun! =X its a million times more fun than the toy cash register i used to love as a child! =DD
something keep hanging around my mind.
YES!! it was that MS SELFRIDGE black 3/4 pants!
>.< shouldnt have went into that shop in the first place!
btwwww... its a full 88 bucks!
yea man, for a 3/4.. haha.
HOW HOW HOW?
anyone wanna buy for me?? lol-
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, March 06, 2006
what do you sought for in life?
i guess i got my answer today.
somehow or rather, it just came to me.
i want to be happy.
yes, happy.
happiness in any form.
you mattered too much
so much that you determines my mood
happy? sad? confused? hope?
all because of you.
i dun wanna sit on this emotional roller coaster ride anymore.
i wanna fly.
soaring high into the sky
with my invicible wings.
i'll show to the world,
i'll show to you,
i'm one happy girl past, present, future.
nothing's gonna bring me down.
not even you.
i'll be ok, i promise.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, March 02, 2006
exams over exams over!
exams over exams over!!
exams over exams over!!!
=D i'm over the moon~
the results is another matter i can worry about later.
for now! its party time XD
finally changed my blogskin.
getting sick of the old one.
all the pinky stuff.
omg. gets on my nerve =X
well, this one's much nicer.
magical! =D
though i still haven figure out how come my background music doesnt work.
can anyone advice me?
how do i load music onto my blog from my files?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
the time now is 1.51 am
will be having my statistic paper later in the afternoon
=(( i'll be so dead!
i'm still left with 6 more chapters to study
and i'm feeling down right mood-less to study!
so much thoughts passing through my head
i'm just thinking of everything BUT stats.
shit, i'm gonna forward module
i got this bad feeling i'm gonna flunk badly tmr
>=(( my concentration level is just so freaking low!
why cant it all just end!
i've been stuck around jurong area for so long
just because of this bloody exam
sickening 4 papers that lasted for 2 weeks! -_-"
holidays are just outside my door step,
but i've got to wait till 4pm for that key to open the door!
*roar*
mood :
tired +
confused +
sad +
pissed +
= feel like eating banana
I'M HUNGRY OK!?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
