Saturday, June 25, 2005
had my first ever bball training in sp today. man, it was a disaster (for me)! there were lots of pros around! ALL the freshman turned up in bball jersey and shoes. and i mean ALL except jessie and me! gosh.. then 3/4 of the party were participating in youth cup currently. all were once or still in a prestigious bball team.. only ME!!!
i... was nothing =(
i... had nothing =(
first thing, we were supposed to do full court lay ups. i messed it up by losing control of the ball. while all the others were like fast-breaking there smoothly in total control of the ball. how awkward!
this was followed by pair layups, where we're supposed to pass the ball across the length of the court and lay up. and i kept passing extremely-hard-to-catch balls to a senior who very nicely partnered with me.. -_-" by the end of that exercise, i was feeling so apologetic and ashamed!
then there was the trio-passing exercise. whereby, i made a fool outta myself by running in the incorrect direction! how nice. what a great way to convince people what a good baller i am. what a lasting impression. DRAT!
dun think i left a good impression. and i'm feeling inferior now. they are all pros! and where do i stand?? =(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
F:Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile
Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world >.< You love to have a good
time and enjoy yourself among your friends,
family, even strangers or by yourself! However,
being so happy and energetic can also be your
downfall... Some people might see you as a
crazy person who doesn't take anything
seriously, but that's so not true! Just because
you see life better than them doesn't give them
the right to act crabby. Keep living life to
its fullest and hopefully you can drag some
other people along with you ^-^
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, June 20, 2005
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
thats adapted from the song 'don't cry' by Guns 'n' Roses.. quite an old song actually. but i loved it anyway.. sentimental, i call it.. i jux love sad songs =|
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Saturday, June 18, 2005
argh~ i'm too lazy to blog!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Sunday, June 12, 2005
to everybody out there, jux wanna share my views in life with you people.......
the one and only way to stay happy always is :
a) to let go
b) to move on
c) and nv stop loving urself!
=)
life's too harsh for you to get emotional.. being cold-blooded gets you everywhere! =D muahahaha!!!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
You like the prince charming type.
You like the trouble making types.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, June 10, 2005
=>
i love my class
i love the noise we make
i love my classmates
i love our craziness
i love our madness
i love our attention
i love our unity
i love our liveliness
i love our unique-ness
i love our "punctuality"
i love our stupid jokes
i love our lame-ness
i love our laziness
i love our slacker personality
i love our zi-lian-ness
i love our bo-liao-ness
i love our class outings
i love our class events
i love our class song
i love our class photos
i love
THE BLACKJACKERS!!
=D
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, June 06, 2005
had been so busy lately that i haven't got time to update my blog.. perhaps i'm a little too caught up in socialising with new found friends.. pals i'm sorry yea? if i acted as though i've forgotten you all! but well, hereby i assure you that you have not been forsaken! =) really missed you guys lots! never forgetting how CRAZY we had always been together.. => it was the anti-authorities and rebelling days for us! not afraid to say out loud, i kinda missed mdm quek too! all her quotes seemed to find themselves into my head pretty much nowadays.. "u r noisy", "siewlee, pin up ur hair", and those 'little tricks' in physics she would teach us while battering her eyelids feverishly.. omg~ what wonderful memories! XD i'll bet on my yellow snowdown polo tee that she MISSES US!! right.. ;)
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poly life has been a rather good experience for me! surviving and hanging on so far! =D of course, it could be so much better if they were to do away with tutorials and abolish the exams!! hadn't really been my crazy self for sometime.. my dearest classmates, brace yourself, for i'm going to emerge as one crazy gal soon! HIACK HIACK HIACK!!! jux couldn't contain it all, could i?? ^_^ v
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
i missed you guys!
suwei
jasmine
candy
huimin
wanli
i really really missed all of you! thought poly life rocks for me, i still feel that some part of me is missing! which is the space you guys used to take up. MISSED YOU GUYS LOTSS~~
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, June 02, 2005
i'll jux come straight to the point for the purpose of this entry. next time if any of you are pissed off at me, please tell me straight to the face. don't act like its no big deal and kept the anger within yourself. because if you do so, i wouldn't know that you are angry with me! and then without giving a explanation of what happened, you jux shut me out. i dun think that's very fair.
it could do so much better if you could jux insist to play today and remind me that it was a promise to you. u knew, i would definitely agree too meet. but why do you sound so casual when you told me? and i really thought it didnt bother you very much because you were wanting to go back home to sleep. well, after a long day of school who wouldn't be tired? and so i thought you were cool with it. cause to me you really sounded like you-dun-wan-to-play-today-also-good-den-i-can-go-home-and-sleep to me. it didnt occurred to me that you WERE angry.
i had wanted to meet you for bball again, even though i was already tired. but my cousin was with me, and she didnt wanted to play. couldn't expect me to leave her on her own and go on with my own stuff right. whats more she didnt know the way out of SP. but if you had really insisted to meet, i would have met up with you still! i would have lead her outta SP and waited for my fren to pass me the ball before meeting up with you! right, i'm not saying its your fault. jux hope that next time you can jux tell me straight. if not i wouldn't know it bothered you so much!
you know it pretty much hurts when you say that i went on to play with my NEW friends and didnt bother about you? i'm not saying that you cannot be jealous, but i jux hope that you can see that i did try to meet up with you guys. everytime you wanted to go to town, no matter for shopping, dinner, buying phone, presents or jux slacking away, i had been accompanying you. be it a last minute decision or a moment's impulse, i had been your faithful companion. now are you trying to say i haven't set out time for you? and that i've been too busy with my new friends that i didn't bother to hang out with you? i hope you don't think so! jux wanted you to know all my friends are important to me. especially you. i do cherish you even though i don't show it on the face.
jux be a little more tolerant about me. humans doesn't always think alike. i can't read your mind. neither can you read mine. i know i stood you up this time. but think back, haven't you stood me up too? and i've jux laughed it off, 'threatening' that i'll sell you to abu next time or whatever and no hard feelings.
i jux think there shouldn't this problem between the 2 of us, given how close we are. and i hope that if you are unhappy with me, you can jux tell me, so that i can give you and myself an explanation. isn't better this way? rather than me finding out later in your blog that you're pissed with me? i had rather we had it openly, and talks about it. that'll be the way to closer ties.
sorry...
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
