Wednesday, November 30, 2005
damn tired. backed from ICT talentime. xinhui and i didnt got in top three. but well, the competitors were excellent i must say. we had fun. the contestants and helpers were friendly and nice people =)) made quite a couple of friends =D this IS the way poly life should be! ^v^
had been kinda 'weak' past few days. both mentally and physically. i just couldnt gather the strength to do things, or concentrate. felt like i've floated past this few days, unconscious of what i had done. just feel so tired. >.<
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
i'm disappointed. really. why did things go this way? maybe we've all drifted apart, changed. we are no longer the same old us. thats what we feared, ain't it? but still, its happened, silently. perhaps we've been busy, too engrossed in building new friendships, relationships. i hoped and hoped that we could be like before. but no. its saddening to see quarrels sprang up among my friends. i have to accept that we've all moved on. we've all changed. why is it all plain listening for me when we finally get to meet? where were the old sharing times? u peeps just dun seem to listen to me anymore. it was all about your life, your life. i hate to feel this. but why is it that friends i barely know for a year can push away their job just to be there for me when they know i needed support. they can skip lectures for me when i needed practice. they knew it was important for me. and gave me their fullest support, backup. and tell me why friends i've known for 4 long years cant be there for me because they've got lecture or had movie dates. i had to ask, invite, remind and in the end you forgotten, or cant make it. seriously i have nothing to say except that i'm disappointed. very.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
what's with who lives near you?? pretty cute huh!? guess its under maintenance. LOL!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, November 28, 2005
pon 2 lectures today again to go KBOX. >.< kinda guilty. but well, we promised ourselves we'll be good girls after the talentime! practiced the song with xinhui for talentime for quite a few times. hope that day we'll be able to sing to our standard in KBOX! =D i'm looking forward! but yet scratching my head over what to wear! suggestions? anyone? =))
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, November 25, 2005
cant describe how excited i had felt just now when xinhui called and told me that we had gotten into the finals!! couldn't believe my ears at first. its was such a wonderful piece of news to mend my disappointment mood in not making it to SB talentime final. my eyes were glistening with tears of joy basically!!
the ICT talentime finals will be held in the SB auditorium on the 30th of november (wed) 6pm. please please please do come down and give us your fullest support!! as marks will be allocated respectively, student votes - 50% judges vote - 50%
=))
=DD
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
the results were posted today. we didnt get in. =( sad. but i'll get over it soon. sigh. nothing good ever happens to me.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, November 24, 2005
havent been updating for the past few days/week. was kinda busy actually. heex. was busy preparing for SB talentime. well, time was short. we started choosing the song only one week in advance! and the preparing work includes skipping lessons for a practice session at KBOX! lOl! can say we spent quite alot on going KBOX. =X and finally, yesterday was the long awaited day. zilin and i had our preliminary round at the foyer of SB. standing on the stage, which rise only a few inches from the ground, the feeling was totally different from standing in the crowd. partially because of the three storeys crowd, and partially because of the pressure to perform well in front of so many familiar faces and friends. we were the first group to start the ball rolling. and so we were kinda nervous. just couldnt help my hands from trembling and i had to keep on moving to hide it. muahaha! but at least we didnt make any major mistake in the singing part. i hope we did well. results will be out tomorrow, at FC6 notice board. i really hope we'll get through! maybe we can do with more practicefor the next round IF we got through. and not the last minute =X muahaha! had another ICT talentime audition the following afternoon. xinhui and i joined the chinese group catagory. we were even more unprepared this time! we didnt choose the song, not yet practice. the person-in-charge had message xinhui the previous night to inform us of the audition tomorrow! such a rush man. X.X luckily xinhui brought her recorder and we recorded our singing. we had only 2 hours of practice before we stepped into the audition room. in the end, we settled on lian ren wei man by S.H.E. i think we were not bad partially because the room was enclosed and we had a nice echo. the ICT audition was very formal. we had five judges by their laptops carrying serious expression in the audition room. out of the five, two was malay. i seriously pondered how are they going to understand what we were singing =X so now, i'm kept in suspense! for the call from ICT and the result on the notice board!! omg!! its definitely more scary than the performance itself!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Friday, November 18, 2005
一场雨
把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨
就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
ohh 我不相信
你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
ohh 我不忍心
也不想背叛你
唯有默默等你
回心转意
我没有放弃
也不会离你而去
那怕要分开
我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
总会有一天
你会相信我
我爱你~
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, November 17, 2005
hollow dreams
in face with mockery
savour the emptiness within me
feel the shifting glance
why are you doing this to me?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
this is the bloody girl named sophia who stood me up at jurong east station this evening. she dunno me, and i dunno her. but we were supposed to meet for some transaction (i'm selling my dress to her).
at 4.55, i received her msg telling me she's reaching jurong east in less then 5 mins. i told her i've reached. ok. and then, she was nowhere to be found! fine. irene, sharon and zilin accompanied to wait for her. we waited for her for a bloody 40 mins and yet she DID NOT appear! i called her hp, it was SWITCHED OFF!!!! what the f**k!! not funny at all! not interested to buy say so! why made my frens and i wait?! i hate this kinda insincere person!
this bloody girl lives around choa chu kang/bukit panjang. if you people ever saw her, help me give her a few tight slaps in the face and a few kicks in the shin!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
someone named allan owe me SIX BITES!
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
just heard someTHINGS from my fren the day before. quite saddening. didnt know that i'm that kind of a person in your eyes. please dont stereotype me. i aint any stalker, nor what you perceived me to be. =(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Saturday, November 05, 2005
the below entry may contain acts of violent or spam. the blogger is not liable for any hard feelings that may occur.
today i had a damn lousy day working at olive! it was the worst day so far! my unluckiest day too! first, to get a head start. i shall bring up the fact that i only had 3 HOURS of sleep the previous night before i had to wake up to prepare for school. as if it wasn't tiring enough, school was until 5! 9 to 5! can you imagine that! only 3 HOURS of sleep to hold me through 7 hours of lecture! this is absurd! i couldnt find the bloody way to T741 for my gems and i was ALONE for that particular class. the weather was god-damn-it hot and it doesnt make things any better when i cant find T7! i had to stand in front of the map like a idiotic moron who has an extremely bad sense of direction to find the way to T7. when i finally found my class, some what like ten minutes late, i walked through it only to find no familiar faces. all the "strangers" in the room stared straight at me. i felt like a freak. wearing unmatching shoes with jeans so that i can go to work straight after school wasnt at all wise. i regretted almost immediately after staring at myself through the full length mirror in school. but too bad. its too late to regret. my gems class must have thought that i was a freak, who was drenched in sweat and with absolutely no fashion sense instill in the brain. so much for a good first impression! arghz! after i settled down, the astronomy teacher started ranting on about the course stuffs, and the basic concept. i was half awake throughout. couldnt make out a single word she say. after class, she requested for us to form groups of 7 or 8 by dunno which week! what the hell! she didnt even let us break the ice or even introduce ourselves man. and you expect us to bond? outrageous! and in the end of the first lesson, i dun even know the name of the person sitting on my right nor my left!! let alone all those sitting far away from me! it felt really outta place. so much for promoting interaction between students from different schools! -_-"
time passed by so slowly. finally, FINALLY, school ended. without wasting any more time, xinhui and i went to work. we ate mc flurry on the bus. and there's this cowardice aunty that told xinhui "you're not supposed to eat on the bus." b4 she alight at the next bus-stop. scared that xinhui might hit her huh? then bloodily shut up la! or just tell her straight once she start eating la! hmphf! we walked up along the stretch to olive, when we saw a cab passing by us. and we found that it was raymond in the cab. he can jolly well go and sell fish man. so selfish, can stop and take us up too right. and later on he's still got the cheek to tell us that we were late. pls lo. out school ended at 5 ok! and for godness sake if you hadnt taken that cab up you would have been LATE as well! aiya. i'm abit too lazy to type. but here are a series of things that happened which made up my worst day ever at olive!
1) i just rebonded my hair as you peeps know. and i'm NOT supposed to TIE IT! at first no one said anything about me not tying hair. then the head chef mentioned and jinson heard and raymond heard. and raymond instructed jinson to force me to tie my hair! my $239.90 newly rebonded hair! what the fuck!!! what if there's a bent are you going to account for it??!!?!?!?!?!? FUCK LA!! i'm damn bloody pissed. i seriously felt the urge to tell them, "nvm. then i dun work today lor!" then storm home. but on a second thought, not very wise. not forgetting i'm supposed to request for work on sunday. hais. and so i endure!
2) bloody customers keep finding faults outta me. keep on putting me in difficult positions like wanting me to get them warm water when we DO NOT serve free water anymore! you all can bloodily go and die la! who cares if you're customers! i dun give you a bloody damn anyway!! you've no rights to give me that kinda guai lan face ok! felt like slapping them left right upside down!! GRrr!!
3) bloody midsean asked me to wipe the cutlery behind the kitchen there. so i went la. you know there's two HUGE TRAYSof cutlery to be wipe ok! i'm not complaining. i wipe. the chefs talked to me then he came in and said "wah.. you wipe very fast leh" WAH LAN EH! down right SARCASTIC la! and dun think i dunno, u BACKSTABBED me and complaint to raymond right!? thats why he came bouncing in to drop some real sarcastic remarks "wipe slowly hor.. wipe till eleven we close shop hor.." KAO!!! i felt like stuffing him into a washing machine and wash and churn him till all his fats come out! and then barbarque him on a stick and feed him to the crocodiles!!! GRrrr!!
4) then whole day he kept giving that i'm-your-boss-i'm-the-biggest face! biggest in size i agree. dun try to give that stuck-up look lah. you'll just remind me of a grumpy old bear in formal shirt and tie! just dun ever try to vent your frustrations on us! i dun take any shit! hmphf~
5) i got this bloody headache throughout due to the lack of sleep. its making my brain to function slower than normal!
6) i broke a glass today! first time since i start work! thanks to the voda voda bottle which toppled and the bloody troublesome customer who insisted to change the bottle to normal room temperature! i even cut my hand without even realising it till i see blood. luckily it wasnt a deep cut. wanna thank dennis who offered me plaster and put it on for me though it dropped in the end =) haha.
7) my new converse shoes was making my feet hurt like hell! so much for costing $39.90!! i can barely walk properly and the customers were like summoning me here and there. sheer torture for my feets! =((
believe me. i have absolute reasons to back me up that my day really sucked!!
damn it.
ps : some happy things when i reach home though.. received my new purple butterfly blouse from mail. the one which i bought through net. =))) its gorgeous! i LOVED it!! =D
to xinhui : congrats her!!! JUNWEI CALLED HER A SECOND TIME TODAY. TO CHAT! TO CONFIDE! ITS GETTING NEARER, XINHUI. I CAN SENSE IT! =D jia you ok!! wo men ting ni wor!! ^^ people, feel happy for her too yea! =]
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, November 03, 2005
aww.. i just went to jp sandstorm saloon to rebond my hair.. it cost me $239.90! haha. mum gonna nag the hell outta me.. but its a good package. there's cut + rebonding + hair treatment + scalp treatment. so its a 4 in 1 deal.. some more it was a recognised saloon. so hmm.. i went ahead.. just dun like the treatment part.. felt like my whole head was on fire. its as good as being in an oven. i pity the meatballs i just microwaved.. i can understand how they feel. secondly, i just dun like the fringe the senior hair dresser cut for me. so damn short lor. still tell me "cute ma.. lidat make u more cute ma" dotz. i told him i want long fringe already! haiss.. wait for it to grow! no choice. and i jus MMS clarise the photo i took. she laughed at me and say its kuku. thanks alot huh. thanks so much for that heart-warming comment. i really appreciate it.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
the perfect fit.
Posted by purple
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
the 599 ladies cut. comfortable and chic. LOL!!
Posted by purple
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
and who says u cant dance ballet with Levis jeans? our models have made the demo!
Posted by purple
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
the 599 Levis jeans.
Posted by purple
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
hey we're the new part-time models for Levis! muahaha!!
Posted by purple
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
this bloody girl lives around choa chu kang/bukit panjang. if you people ever saw her, help me give her a few tight slaps in the face and a few kicks in the shin!
