Sunday, July 29, 2007
went Haji Lane with mingwei and kelly after jamming on saturday.
27th july:
rather the trophy than the vouchers. the best prize from all these competitions.
29th july:
i'm supposed to do that.
tilt the face, lower the chin and all.
-
*i've been on the relentless pursue of rainbows.
but how exactly do i get to the other end?
im not sure if this is the direction.
and im not sure if its the way i want it
if there's just a darker side to everything
i rather close my eyes and shut it out.
but no matter whats the ultimate outcome
it seems like i'll just have to face everything alone.
sometimes i just wish for someone to cry to.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
my blog's rotting.
i'm too lazy to update with so much going on around me.
let's take a look at the projects:
1)GBE
2)RTS
3)RM
4) gems
5)BD
rts and rm's down. 3 more to go. =(
anyway here's my upcoming schedule.
27th july:
SPtunes Finals down at auditorium.
time: 5.30 pm
do come down and support me and xinhui ;)
tickets are available through either of us~
28th july:
jamming session at Beats Merchant.
30th july:
work work work =(
31st july:
facial. (finally! i need that pampering!)
2nd august:
IAF test.
BD presentation.
3rd august:
gems test (i think so!)
4th & 5th august:
singing performance for a blood donation drive.
time: 11am to 5pm
venue: jurong east sports hall
come down to donate blood and listen to my performance!
=D
6th august:
erhemz. its an important day!
wahahah Xp
exams officially starts on the 13th till 22nd august.
thereafter, holidays for a month (i think so!)
no pictures!
haven been cam-whoring recently.
YES, haven take a nice picture in like a century!
feeling sick-ish for past few days =(
flu, cough, sore throat, fever~
omg. just hope i recover in time for the finals!
anyone got any good remedies for restoring voice?
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Monday, July 16, 2007
hello guys and girls!
if anyone ever wonder where i've disappeared to,
if anyone ever notice,
i've been to work for this company named edgemedia.
thats why i haven been to school on monday.
im gonna miss tuesday as well~
cant believe im actually missing lessons and tutorials!
feel kinda guilty too.
but well, for that extra cash!
this is how the whole story went:
on one num rehearsal (cant rem which one), i received a phone call from someone named alicia who's from edgemedia.
i have no idea how she got my number and all that but i think she mentioned something about road survey and imodel.
and then she offered me this 2-days job which pays $10/hour.
and so i'm supposed to send in my photos to apply for that job as they need pleasant looking people.
motivated by the pay rate and so i did.
2 days later she called to tell me i've been selected for the job.
so i went down for the briefing at bugis.
the thing is they already confirm the timing and everything with me and its like i'm obliged to agree to the job.
at that time i didn't realise what shit i've put myself into of course!
now comes the first and second last day of work,
16th july 2007:
the job scope, visit different places, eg. toa payoh hub, ang mo kio hub, suburban area shops/stores and offer them to place a listing with us in this to-be-launched online-shopping-directory; TOWNSG.
we're supposed to tell them its free for the first month but subsequent month they'll have to pay a fee of $30/month. and besides that, we are to encourage them to place advertisement with us like a short introduction of their shop and their shop logo etc.
the target is to close 10 such "payable" deals.
and if we managed to hit the target, incentives will be given to us.
BUT the thing is that in one day, 8 hours, we're supposed to cover "a few" areas like AMK, Khatib, Sembawang, Yishun, CCK and BukitBatok!
and NO reimbursement of the transportation fees incurred!
we need to take at least 10 photographs of the different shops in each area featuring US and the SHOP ASSISTANT/S.
the photos will be send for an online contest whereby winner shop will earn free advertising space and winner girl will be entitled to 1 pair of tickets to hong kong and get to be 3 months cover girl of the TOWNSG online magazine!
BUT, we didnt managed to get any photos at all cause we went individually into the shops and aint it weird if someone enter the shop and ask to take a pic with the sales assistant?!
so its all wasted la.
the 10bucks dun come easy at all, we walk through the neighbourhood under the glaring sun, got weird stares and irritated tone from the shop keepers, tikko peks with big belly and yellow teeth salivating at you...
and its not helping at all to the fact that they require us to wear white bottom and sneakers so im like so totally mis-matched!
and that "uniform" which is a pink V-neck top from BALENO couldn't get any uglier! =(
such a shitty job!
i swear its the 1st and last time!
too bad i cant back out for tomorrow cause its totally irresponsible to do so!
shall keep the $160 (++) running through my head as a motivation for tomorrow!
met this girl named irene (tan) studyin in NUS final year.
she's quite pretty. (i love her nose!)
she told me im the only girl she talks to at edgemedia and that she don't usually like to meet new people~
i like to be liked! =D
so i've made a new friend today~ haha
tomorrow's not travelling with her though!
with another girl named lynn.
let's hope she's nice to me!
and may tomorrow be gone faster!
i'm already missing school.
and my friends ... =(
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Saturday, July 14, 2007
stuffs i've been up to recently:
-NUM fashion show rehearsals
-SpTunes audition
-retail carnival helpout
been seriously Busy the past weeks!
all the lacking of sleeping is drowning me now.
anyway, some pictures took while preparing for the launching of OOPS magazine @ zouk.
the guy in the pic is my modelling partner Mr kevin ban~ haha. thanks to his skinny-ness that i look so fat beside him! zzz. and YES! THAT OUTFIT IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO MODEL IN! so flattering right -.-
the second girl in the pic is yingying! she's cute! and lucky her got the pretty dress we girls have been praying-hard, to get!
strike a pose with our supermodel elisa lee aka SASA! she's looking damn cool in shades la! XD
last 2 pic is the Before and After of styling and makeup!
thats about all the pics i got in my phone~
the rest taken at the event itself are with evan dear's digi cam.
babe send me soon yea?
tune in to me,
more pics coming up... ...
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Thursday, July 05, 2007
been so so so busy with RTS project and stuff!
think im having quite a bit of bruise here and there on my legs!
from all the kneeling-on-the-floor work on RTS exhibit =(
i can feel blue black!
*yawns*
thats all! haha will update soon~
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
heard about a bad news of a friend.
kinda make me enter a contemplative mood.
the fragility of life.
condolence, my friend.
it was so sudden and unexpected.
your loved one might have left you.
but the love never goes away.
deep down you know that he'll always be there for you.
watching over you.
and i know you'll be strong.
it kinda hit me hard in the face, how unpredictable life is.
one moment you might be so full of life, and the next moment...
life is so fragile, who knows that jogging in the park has the danger of being killed by a falling tree?
and who knows that running a race has the danger of your heart failing you?
who knows that sleeping in a camp has the danger of getting killed by a crashing helicopter?
no one knows.
its sad how people cant predict which is the moment they are going to die.
even sadder to think that they're leaving this world with so many tasks undone.
had they know they were going to die, things would've been different.
all the tasks and dreams they have yet to accomplish, their loved ones which they have yet to bid goodbye to...
its heart-wrenching to know that you missed the last chance to say goodbye to your loved ones.
it just struck me, how many times have i actually told my mum, my dad and my bro that i loved them?
never. i was brought to the fact that i never once told them i loved them.
i just couldnt bring myself to say that, it just wasnt in the family tradition.
but what if? what if one day i missed the chance of telling them so?
and how many times have i actually hugged my loved ones?
never.
so what if one day i missed the chance to hug them, to feel their warmth against me?
will it all be too late then?
would they ever know that i really wanted to hug them and tell them that i loved them?
18 years of my life, i've been searching high and low for that happiness that would belong to me. now then it occurs to me, how come i never did look back?
the happiness that has been following me all along - the unconditional love from my family.
i'm so fortunate that i have them with me.
for i know no matter what right or wrong i do, you will never give me up.
to mum, dad and bro :
love you always.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
rock band. cool eh? xD
