Saturday, May 07, 2005 
  
  
   
    
 went to pandan reservoir todae.. its an ideal place for you to sort out your thoughts.. due to several reasons.. 
1st : the scenery is so surreal
2nd : its so cooling there
3rd : there are fishes for u to feed
4th : there are big rocks for u to throw abt to vent ur anger
5th : if u really cant straighten out ur thoughts, u can jux plunge into the  reservoir conveniently =)
    met suwei at jp around 5.30.. went to packet food and drinks and bought a loaf of bread.. den we took bus no. 30 (we waited for that bloody god-damn-it idiotic moronic asshole bus for almost an hour!) to pandan reservoir.. 
    felt so hungry! went there, first thing we did was to gobble up our food.. the wonderfulness of facing the reservoir view while gobbling away was beyond words.. the whole scene was jux like something out of a picture.. it really felt like we've jux stepped into a beautiful picture.. everything's jux so serene!
    after that, we endangered our lifes by climbing down shaky rocks, sandy grounds and steep slopes.. jux to feed the fishes.. we took the loaf of bread n divided it into two portion and started to feed the fishes.. out of the corner of my eyes i caught suwei looking longingly at the piece of bread on her hand which was meant to be feed to the fishes.. ps : i saw her took a bite outta it! ^v' hungry ghost! =P i've decided that if i ever felt sad agin, i'll be back, with lots and lots of bread to feed the fishes! feeding them gives me the overwhelming satisfaction that to them, i'm jux like a god! Muahaha!! 
    jux as darkness enveloped the whole reservoir, we retreated to a more deserted part of the reservoir.. where i took out candles and matches (to an astounded suwei) and started burning letters from my SMSB (sad memory storage box).. as i chanted "begone, sad memories" under my breath.. felt so good! as if all the bad memories are drawn from within me, into the fire and turned into ashes! i was joined by suwei later on.. and we were burning and burning away all our unhappy memories! =D jux right after i finished burning, along came a policeman! lol! lucky i was fast enough to stamp out the fire before he had registered what we were doing.. or we'll be in deep shit! hoho! think the policeman was getting suspicious of us.. what were two young girls doing here at night! the way he looked at us.. as if we were some bomb-carrying terrorists sent by osama to bomb pandan reservoir.. lol! 
    we buried some letters to ourself and stuff under one of the rocks.. determined to come back to find it the next time round.. we engraved on it the letter "B" (no~, jas, not biyong.. but bball..) =P the rock is situated four steps to the right from facing the lamp-post..*winkswinks* we also took photos of the rock.. jux that its too dark to be seen.. but we took it anyway.. hahas! 
    we left the place jux as it begins to drizzle.. went to jp and had coffee bean.. den we went home sweet home.. 
  ..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;