Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i'm disappointed. really. why did things go this way? maybe we've all drifted apart, changed. we are no longer the same old us. thats what we feared, ain't it? but still, its happened, silently. perhaps we've been busy, too engrossed in building new friendships, relationships. i hoped and hoped that we could be like before. but no. its saddening to see quarrels sprang up among my friends. i have to accept that we've all moved on. we've all changed. why is it all plain listening for me when we finally get to meet? where were the old sharing times? u peeps just dun seem to listen to me anymore. it was all about your life, your life. i hate to feel this. but why is it that friends i barely know for a year can push away their job just to be there for me when they know i needed support. they can skip lectures for me when i needed practice. they knew it was important for me. and gave me their fullest support, backup. and tell me why friends i've known for 4 long years cant be there for me because they've got lecture or had movie dates. i had to ask, invite, remind and in the end you forgotten, or cant make it. seriously i have nothing to say except that i'm disappointed. very.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
