Thursday, January 12, 2006
=D first of all, have to say sorry, for not updating for so long. i know you guys missed my entry =X oops! especially yan.. right?? =Pp yah, was kinda busy man.. with upcoming tests and stuff. i'm not even done with my new year shopping! bored down down by all these dumb tests and projects! hmphf!~ tommorrow's accounts paper, follow by statistics on monday. i'm a piece of dead meat. to be frank, i know NOTHING about statistics. yes. absolutely NOTHING! i seriously wonder how am i going to pass statistics overall. the only thing that can save me now is - miracle. i'm dead.
so much things have happened recently. olive's in a mess now. having that git peter as manager. he caused much disruption. i guess nobody liked him. and now yukai has quitted, jackson and michelle's leaving soon too. there's a change in management, part timers have much less schedule for work nowadays. its as good as we are fired. even if there is schedule for us to work, we'd have to leave early at 10pm when the crowd's thinning. it definitely brings no justice to us, having us to work only 5 hours. and we had to go all the way to harbour front, take bus and walk up to the restaurant. its not like olive's very accessible. dont they study MOB? and where's the staff welfare??
much things have happened at home too. it kinda changed me, i guess. sorta got enlightened. i've come to see how spoilt i am actually at home. getting my way through, raised my voice at my mum when i'm frustrated. she treated me like a princess. gave me the best for everything. but i took all of it for granted. i never knew each time i raised my voice at her, i've broke her heart. my bro was right. it was not the way to treat someone who loves you. the same way around, can you imagine the one you love shouting at you, taking you for granted etc. i guess its the same kinda feeling. it does not take alot of intelligence to understand. yet i've only really understand it till today. though i lack the courage to say it out to you, i just wanna say it here : i'm sorry mum. sorry for being so spoilt. from this moment onwards, i will grow up. i will learn to be independent. i will take care of myself and be responsible for my actions and behaviour. i will control my temper. i'll not take you for granted anymore. cause i love you, mummy =)
thats the reflection i made. hope that 2006 will be a much better year ahead. i'll try to be a better, nicer, kinder, lovelier girl. =D
hmmmm, i guess, i've grown up =))
BUT that doesnt stop me from believing in fairytales XD
please do .... ok?
=]
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
