Monday, March 27, 2006
holidays are still left with 21 days.
after sch reopen, we'll be in a total different class.
might or might not see some familiar faces.
its kinda sad, to part.
but if we dont, how are we gonna get to know new frens?
the depressing thing is that none of my classmates chose retail as their first choice.
i guess i'll be all alone in the new class, where cliques are already formed.
=(((
its not helping thinking of school.
neither is this holiday any gift.
i feel so alone.
so out-casted.
i dunno why.
just feel that no one understands me.
the world is ever changing.
things changed, memories fade.
people gets forgotten.
am i forgotten too?
where are all the joy and laughters i used to have?
where is the once so-called firm dreams i use to hold?
why does it all seems so unclear now?
why am i doubting myself?
thinking back, what is my goal in life?
what is the direction i set out for?
life is so aimless now.
i'm so lost.
so lost.
when will someone i loved find me and bring me back to my fairytale?
i cant live in a world like this anymore.
its suffocating me.
if only you will notice me.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
