Saturday, April 29, 2006
fuck.
tell me what is bloody wrong with my mum.
stays at home all day, complain that there's no job for her cos she's 50+
when she gets too free, she calls up my aunt and complain about me.
yah right. i'm useless right? full of flaws huh?
i get money from you for everything right?
i dare you to say that again.
i work so hard, trying to earn my own allowance.
not wanting to get any from you cos you're not working.
you think its so easy to juggle work and studies?
you think i'm not tired when my class ends at 5 and i have to go to work till 11?
when i return home around 12 all you do is nag for me to go to bed
you think i'm so free? tutorials just heck right?
u know nothing!
dun come and nag say that i'm petty.
because u're my mum, so what u say means to me ok?
i jus asked you for 10 bucks to top up my bus fare.
and you complain that i get alot of money from you?
ask yourself who's supporting me now.
who's earning my own allowance?
i'm only 18 ok?
fine.
i wont get anymore money from you now.
i wun die from hunger.
i'll show you that i can support myself.
at the most i'll quit sch.
i'll quit sch and come out to work.
you dont understand me at all.
yet you think you do.
you never tries to listen to me.
whenever i try to tell you stuff abt sch, abt my life,
you'll just listen half heartedly
search yourself.
did u really care for me in the way i need
or did you just care for me in the way which u deem to be the most appropriate?
i dunno what the hell's with you.
not satisfied with me right?
go get yourself another adopted daughter!
i cant be perfect.
i can never be perfect in your eyes.
i cant be the good daughter you want.
i cant do well in my studies.
i cant listen to whatever you say.
pls make it a point to say my bad things behind my back.
and not next room when i'm in the house.
pls make it a point to speak softer
and not within my hearing.
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
