Sunday, September 03, 2006
holidays blues~
when you finally get holidays, you'll start to miss school.
holidays just felt so empty~
with no jobs, no money, nothing. =(
i see friends around me working, getting busy with their life,
while i'm just rotting and wasting my time away~
life is going through such a peaceful patch.
and i'm not enjoying it.
everything's just so dead.
and i'm not even looking forward to Shanghai trip.
and i dunno why.
nothing interesting seems to peek into my life.
its all just monotony ---------------------------
maybe its time to open up,
look beyond the same old patch of sky i'm always hiding under.
its time to try out new stuffs..
it might be the gate to another adventure land.
enough of hibernation, i'm outta wonderland.
to see, touch, and experience.
i saw another patch of the sky tonight.
i realise the world is ever so big, and i'm ever so small.
there's actually so much stuff i'm oblivious to.
if you ask me yesterday,
what's the worst thing that can happen?
i would have told you:
it was to have your nails chipped/break!
haha`
but i think sitting under the UOB building has enlightened me~
although having nice, un-chipped nails are still one of the most wonderful things in life, i saw other depths of life~
other equally important things, like friendship etc.
i'm sure we all know what friendship is.
but few has actually implement the definition of it.
friendship is like a building bridge.
you must have 2 person from different walks of life to start to contribute bricks to build the bridge of friendship.
when the bridge is completed, it must be furnished and polished with trust, care and concern.
it really feels good when people trust you with their secrets,
those that meant alot~
thanks for sharing ;)
and i believe that friendship is more than staying true to each other and keeping the old feeling.
everybody changes. the world changes.
i think it is more to accepting.
be it changes, mistakes, flaws..
well, just love your friends for who they are.
if they made a mistake, instead of reprimanding them,
give them a pat on the shoulder and say:
thats a lesson learnt.
though the saying goes: live life without regrets,
im sure there's still regret in all of our dictionary.
.
i know you might hate this mistake,
but at least its a lesson learnt,
and i know you'll never repeat it.
so, look up into the starry sky and hold your tears,
cause weeping doesnt rhyme with your name =)
.
i know it takes alot of courage to disclose.
but you did cause you trust us =)
and what i heard i've already swallowed,
not going to let out to any soul.
what matter most is you to know,
you are still loved no matter what
=]
its been a very long day.
but before i turn in, just wanna shout out loud:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
MY DEAREST-LOVELY-BRANDED-BANANA-DEL MONTE-XINHUI!!!!
i love you so, B1!!
hugs,
B2 misty
..xin fu cong lai dou bu xu yuan wo` ;
